Afar

I'll never admit it.
I'll never say.
Give me a million dollars,
I'll throw it away.

Though your eyes,
Melt me inside.
They try to compel,
But I'll never tell.

How much effort is "hello"?
Words you'll never know.
I cannot tell you.
It's something I won't do.

So don't expect a greeting.
Don't expect a smile.
Because I'll hold it in forever.
Longing to express it all the while.