Examinations

I HATE EXAMS. Seriously...I think I am going to pass out. Now, my sister's school is closed all week because of a "swine flu outbreak". My sister is sick and it's annoying me, I really don't want to get sick, but I'm starting to feel it. My doctor put me on all sorts of medications and I don't even know what I am doing. Anyways, I better study...I didn't even start.

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Is it possible to become me again? I think I've created a monster. I still havent decided on whether this monster is something I love or hate. Looking at myself in the mirror reveals a stranger, but somehow that stranger gives me comfort.

I know that the person I used to be is not what I want anymore, but that person was happy. She did whatever she wanted and didn't care what people thought. She was loud, she was silly, she was somebody. Me, I am nobody, but is it better?

I do not believe anything stays the same in this life. We as people are always growing, changing to survive in this world. As we change, the world changes, it's like an unbeatable game. I know I am young, younger than most in my class, but I see something that many others seem to not notice. I see the beauty in our diverse world. I see the need for holding on each time I feel hopeless. A life wasted is a life undeserved.