Too Deep

I told myself I would not be afraid,
Of the things that push me in an odd direction.
I've always resisted, swam towards the north,
While the stream pushed me south.

 But as they say, "nature takes its course".
 How much can you tread water, before you sink,
 Before you drown and choke on your efforts?
 I threw myself into the ocean without thinking.

 I won't be a cinder block on the sea floor.
 Since the river pushed me into waters too deep.
 My naive mind said that I could take it.
 But reluctantly, I wait to be rescued, yet again.

Forgetting

It's late at night, and I'm awake.
Trapped in memories you forgot to take.
The sky is dark, and I am here.
I'll forget you.
I'll forget you.
I'll forget you, I swear.

My eyes can't close, they are open wide.
From sleep, my haunted mind just hides.
The teardrops sting, but I can bear.
I'm forgetting you.
I'm forgetting you.
I'm forgetting you, I swear.

Soon comes the time when I must wake.
I need to get all that I can take.
No need to cry, it's a new day here.
I forgot you.
I forgot you.
I forgot you, my dear.

Trust Me

It is not easy to stand alone,
Like a stranger in your own home.
And it is difficult to run away,
But there are no reasons to stay.

If you decide to jump and let go,
There is one thing you should know:
Someone waits to catch you there,
So jump into their arms without fear.

Crying Yourself Awake

There is nothing quite like...
Feeling so tired...
That you can't even close your eyes...
In fear that you might die.

Winter sets a saddened sun,
The earlier it sets, the sadder it becomes.
No man abandons the one he loves...
So on my cheeks the teardrops run.

Fault me not for breathing...
I was simply a fool for believing...
That affection is anything but fleeting.
I'll never again watch my love leaving.

Birth of Love

On the border of new and old.
One foot in the warmth,
One in the cold.

Not sure if this is right.
Stepping in your world,
I think with all my might.

Chances taken with uneasy eyes.
Lips quivering and shaking,
I jump into your arms- to my surprise.

The Good Girl

He makes me want to paint everything black and white,
cause his mind is so dark, and I'm his light.
One cannot exist without the other one,
together we contrast like the moon and the sun.

It seems my angel is evil in disguise,
he might just lead me to my own demise.
I have always been reserved and shy,
but he lit up all my senses; now I can fly.

Finding Emotions

Keep reaching, keep trying...
To touch what cannot be.
Just like that, it's gone-
before you can count to three.

So close it seems,
Yet so far away.
An indescribable feeling,
Leaving nothing to say.

Search without destination.
Aimlessly you look.
Lost again as usual,
Like blank pages in a book.